My girls

Most days we just chill at home but I love it.

Don’t get me wrong, I love to be out and about

but I like to spend most of my time at home in my pj’s, hair in a bun, and rolling around the floor with my two little ones.















Some of the most precious moments I’ve witnessed have been because I’ve been home with my children.

I love it.

Tuesday’s and Thursday’s Cecily has school for a few hours, so that’s the one on one time I get with Charlotte, the house is quite, and I just focus all my time on her. Oh how I love just listening to her laugh, make noises, and watch her play with the toys that are all to herself!

Mon/Wed/Fri are our chill-er days. The days I hit the gym and the days I get to spend time with my girls.

Did I already mention that I love it?

I do,

I really,

really

do.
In a post a few months ago I pretty much spilled my guts out on moving here to Texas and how that has changed me. I wasn’t a fan of staying home and my attitude was a little different but since the move, I have done a complete 180.

I love seeing my kids learn and grow.

I love teaching them.

I love cheering them on.

I love seeing them get excited about little things like Ice Cream or the Park

and

I love how carefree and easy going they are.

All they need is love.

When I go in their rooms to kiss each one before I go to bed, I just love watching them sleep. Some nights, an overwhelming feeling of guilt comes over me because I wasn’t my best or patient enough that day with them.

Each night, I tell myself tomorrow I will be better.

I’m so grateful that they are willing to look past my faults and still love me.

There is just something about being loved unconditionally by little people.

Would you not agree? I sure hope I’m not the only one who feels guilt sometimes.

Or maybe I am, I don’t know?

Anyway, It breaks my heart thinking how fast they’ve grown already. Some days are challenging and some days I think to myself, I can’t wait till they’re older but every time I’ve thought that, I’ve taken it back. I don’t want to get older and I want them to stay little forever.

I never knew what that felt like until becoming a mother.